|Bagels and bread look |
like porn to me right now.
Not a good sign.
I feel bad because it feels like I'm not grateful for things that are going well and I am--really, I am. I just feel moody. Not particularly driven to excel these last couple of days. It's taken all I can do to get through my workouts. I'm having a hard time caring about what I put in my body. I feel the need to eat loads of carbohydrates, particularly of the bagel or baked good variety, which is almost ALWAYS a sign of me wanting to mood-eat.
It's not the crappy season for the Colts so far or the Cardinals blowing game 1. There's nothing unusual going on with Chef. We're doing great. My job just got finished with a jam-packed period but seems to be back to normal now. I'm being productive in my personal life. What the hell is it? Maybe I just miss my friends a lot :(